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Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:41 PM
friends, love and family....  friendhips. im so moody right now. i don't know why or maybe because theres not much work today and it's so fucking boring if there's nothing for you to do in the warehouse. yeah, sometimes i complained that work was like hell or watever. but truly, it is so fucking boring. but lucky my fellow workmates have the same crazy brain as me. we ended up making jokes of anything that walk pass us or anything that crossed our minds. we talk about frienship issues and relationship issues too. its good to have alot of friends but there are some pro's and con's too. some can be trusted and some cannot. some will stay with you and some will go. some will make u happy and some will make you sad. to be honest. i don't have dat alot of friends. most of them are just hi-byes. but i treasure every friends that i got right now eventhough if they're starting to be enemies because i love my friends. relationships. hell, im not so romantic. i dont how to be romantic. but im jealous with my friends who are in relationships. whenever i chill out with them, they talk about their woman and all and i'll be there just listening to their stories. and when im too quiet, they ask me why don't i get myself a woman and i just tell them that falling in love is the hardest thing for me because when i fall for that woman, it will be her and her only and if im rejected, only god knows how i feel and thats why im still single. what about my ex's? of all my ex's, only one that i had fall in love and that was back in the school era. what about the others? im not sure if its love or like. And yeah, i am falling in love and yeah, maybe tk terbalas. But im happy that i finally could feel, the feeling of falling in love again. And to whom it may concern, yeah, somehow i feel that we're diff. but i stick to my words. you'll never be replace. family. how i really wish that everything will be back to normal like how a happy family should be. sometimes i wish that wanna be lock up forever behind bars so that everything that that make me down will go away. but thats the most stupidest idea ever. but yeah. how i wish. i miss those days going to overseas trips with a complete family even if its just our neighboring country like johor or just going out to Orchard road and have dinner at swensens. i miss mums cooking. yeah, the most. i miss those times whereby if i could smell Bvalgari perfumes from miles away, my mum is walking down the corridor, coming home. now what do i smell? nothing. now we're apart and i feel like she's a stranger from nowhere. and i know that mum and dad will nt be together again. but im grateful that they are still alive and kicking..haha... Craps by DaGueN 36 |
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